a couple of things...at least i created

it's hard creating these days with so much on my mind. i couldn't get into the grove of things in my tiny room any more so i moved the major stuff to the front of the living room till i get the front bedroom cleared out and painted. here is my little nest for now.

here is a layout i started a few weeks ago, well a month ago now that i look at the date. finished it up last night.

and here are two cards i made.

i wanted to make more but i just couldn't get into it after i made the halloween card. so much on my mind. going through divorce sucks butt. i got to thinking how he told his family god knows what and my family about how i got us behind on bills. yeah...i have always looked like the bad person. and now here i am wondering if he will send money. he leaves here with no job and says he will help till i can get on my feet. as smart as the man is you would think he would get a job first and then move. so i have been up late and crying to eric about how i feel overwhelmed. he is such an amazing person. i am so lucky he is mine. i can FINALLY talk to a man and not be critized for what i say. feels pretty darn good.

i do have a few ideas for layouts. i hope i can start working on those in the next few days. i got ordered a book from hastings and it is in. (think i will take some book back and see if they will buy them so i can buy this book and not wait till thursday).

  

i looked at it while i was at hastings to see if i needed to sell some books to buy it sooner and yes i do. right now i need all i can to get my creativity back and functioning.

well it is almost 4am. guess i need to get to bed.
peace!